on breathing

I want to change the world, but still, I sleep. I want to believe in more, than you and me. All that I know is i'm breathing. All I can do is keep breathing. All we can do is keep breathing, now.- Ingrid Michaelson (Keep Breathing)
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I think to myself if I lay perfectly still, then I will actually be asleep, if I just keep my breathing even, I'll be done. I'll drift off into dream world, where meteor showers rain down, and boys don't break my heart.

I won't be called nothing,

I won't have a boy I hardly know caress the side of my face and think he gets me.

I won't be cold,

I won't be lost,

I'll just breathe-

in and out.

And it'll all be okay.